Archived posting to the Leica Users Group, 2003/03/12
[Author Prev] [Author Next] [Thread Prev] [Thread Next] [Author Index] [Topic Index] [Home] [Search]What a great, sad, sad story. Thanks for taking the time and the heart to share it. Lea - ----- Original Message ----- From: "Barney Quinn" <Barney.Quinn@noaa.gov> To: <leica-users@mejac.palo-alto.ca.us> Sent: Wednesday, March 12, 2003 10:32 AM Subject: Re: [Leica] Autofocus Leica R > Hi, > > I am sorry to hear that BD is loosing his hearing. I have some sympathy for > that because I have been battling serious eye disease for the past decade. I > had to face the prospect of going blind this winter. Usually I just lurk, but > just now I feel the need to say some things, perhaps in the way of a reality > check. I'd like to tell my own story, but I think my Grandfather's tale is > more to the point. Let me tell you about his. > > Yes, there are people in this world who have managed through sheer grit, > determination, and raw talent to overcome blindness, deafness, and illness > and to make world class contributions to their fields. Beethoven was stone > deaf when he wrote his Ninth symphony. James Joyce was going blind and in > extreme pain when he wrote Ulysses. The noted percussionist Evelyn Glynne is > deaf. They are the exceptions. He, I think, is more of the rule > > My Grandfather, Papa Harry was a printer. An old fashioned lithographer who > specialized in very high quality six color press work. I have a box in my > basement with some of his tools in it. I also have his gold watch. They are > among my most prized possessions. I am honored to have them. He worked for > the Wickersham press in New York. I'd love to have an example of his work, > but I have no clue as to how in the world I would ever go about tracking such > a thing down. > > He had an affair when he was in his late fifties. My Grandmother, a difficult > woman who ran our clan with an iron fist, found out. He was in a very serious > car accident. His girlfriend died. He all but died. My Grandmother threw him > out of the family and my Mom and her sisters went along with it. We were all > told he was dead. One Sunday afternoon years later my Mom said, "By the way, > your Papa Harry is coming over for dinner tonight!" Say WHAT, Mom. > > He had gone blind from glaucoma. He lost his legs to complications of > diabetes. He lost his work. He sat in a chair in his house for over thirty > years with only the memory of his girl friend, who from what little I know > and can find out was a kind and loving woman, to keep him going. His neighbor > was a lush whose wife wouldn't let him drink in the house. He would bring my > Grand Dad his dinner in exchange for some alcohol. He would stay for as long > as it took to down a couple of doubles and then he would go home. That was > all the human contact Papa Harry had for years. > > Finally his health deteriorated to the point where it became a crisis. My Mom > got a call from the public health nurse. The short version of the > conversation is that the nurse told my Mom she didn't much care what the > *&%$# our family issues were this was a major crisis, and we had to do > something. My kid brother who had just drank his way out of law school for > the second time was sent to clean things up. It had taken a year for my > Grandfather to actually go blind. During that year he had organized and > labeled everything in his house so that when someone came to help him he > could say, "Yes it's in the third drawer on the right. It's labeled." Only no > one ever came. > > When my brother started the Herculean task of cleaning up Papa Harry's House > he told my brother that he could whatever he needed to do. He did, however, > say that there was a suite case in his closet. It wasn't hurting anything, > and please don't bother it. It turns out that it was the suit case his > girlfriend had with them on the trip during which she was killed. That's all > the had, all those years. He held onto it to the end. This story still haunts > me. I'd love to know who she was, or to speak with her family, but I doubt > that will ever, happen, either. > > Please, please, please. Blindness doesn't mean what sighted people think it > means. Darkness isn't what you think it means until you have had to look at > it with your own failing eyesight. I am telling you this story because I wnat > you to know what comes to my mind when people start tossing around cliches > about disability. > > Barney > > > > Johnny Deadpan wrote: > > > BDs dumbest post ever. He'll regret it in the morning. > > > > BD, it's not a question of political correctness. I have often pondered > > the loss of my sight. Not all blind photographers are blind - can't see > > nuthin - blind. Many have some percentage of their vision. As far as I > > am concerned, if I became stone blind I would find it hard to continue > > to photograph BUT until that point I would continue. So long as there > > is some potential for feedback, the project has merit. My eyesight now > > is not so great but it doesn't seem to have affected my ability to take > > pix. > > > > I think that once the feedback loop is broken, one would be less a > > photographer than a producer/director. Incidentally, I have no problem > > whatsoever with working as a film director while blind. > > > > On Tuesday, March 11, 2003, at 07:57 PM, bdcolen wrote: > > > > > Okay, I can't help myself...I am going to be totally politically > > > incorrect and ROFLOL! (And, yes, I've seen the book of photographs by > > > blind "photographers." > > > > > > I know: I'm cruel. I have no imagination, blah, blah, blah, blah. Get a > > > grip, folks! Alternatively sighted people are BLIND. They CAN NOT SEE. > > > Photography is a VISUAL medium. It requires VISION. > > > > > > I don't care if a blind person can point an autofocus camera at a > > > subject he or she hears and "take a picture." An Ape can do the same > > > thing, and I am not going to take Ape photography seriously either. > > > > > > I know, I know, there are a bunch of Thai elephants that paint and a > > > bunch of nuts who pay allot of money for the paintings. > > > > > > I'll tell you something, when I lose the remainder of my hearing - I > > > now > > > suffer from moderate hearing loss in one ear and a severe lost in the > > > other, and wear two hearing aids, I am NOT going to apply for a job as > > > a > > > freaking MUSIC critic! ;-) > > > > > > B. D. > > > > > > -----Original Message----- > > > From: owner-leica-users@mejac.palo-alto.ca.us > > > [mailto:owner-leica-users@mejac.palo-alto.ca.us] On Behalf Of Kit > > > McChesney | acmefoto > > > Sent: Tuesday, March 11, 2003 7:37 PM > > > To: leica-users@mejac.palo-alto.ca.us > > > Subject: RE: [Leica] Autofocus Leica R > > > > > > > > > Speaking of photographers with poor eyesight, or even more amazing, > > > photographers who are legally or functionally blind, Aperture just > > > published last year a gorgeous book on the subject of blind > > > photographers, titled appropriately, Shooting Blind. It is a moving > > > volume, and poses some interesting questions about how we see, and what > > > we see. There are many blind photographers ... Evgen Bavcar, Flo Fox, > > > Gerardo Nigenda, among others. Bavcar has some interesting things to > > > say > > > about the differences between the visual, and the visible. > > > > > > "My task is the reunion of the visible and the invisible worlds; > > > photography allows me to pervert the established method of perception > > > amongst those who see and those who don't." ... and ... "Each photo I > > > create must be perfectly ordered in my head before I shoot. I hold the > > > camera to my mouth in order to photograph those I speak to. Autofocus > > > helps me, but I can manage on my own: it is simple, my hands measure > > > the > > > distance and the rest is achieved by the desire for images that > > > inhabits > > > me." > > > > > > I suspect that even with their visual difference ("seeing" differently > > > from most of the rest of the world) that not all blind or visually > > > impaired photographers use autofocus ... focus is not necessarily the > > > requisite hallmark of a photographic image. Don't we use the unfocused > > > as a tool of expression? What about bokeh? (Thanks, Mark R!) > > > > > > Kit > > > > > > -----Original Message----- > > > From: owner-leica-users@mejac.palo-alto.ca.us > > > [mailto:owner-leica-users@mejac.palo-alto.ca.us]On Behalf Of John > > > Collier > > > Sent: Tuesday, March 11, 2003 4:27 PM > > > To: leica-users@mejac.palo-alto.ca.us > > > Subject: Re: [Leica] Autofocus Leica R > > > > > > > > > I used to agree with Doug but have since run across a few people who > > > have such poor eyesight they need auto focus. Mind you that is not very > > > many people for the plethora of AF cameras out there... > > > > > > No plans for AF here, > > > > > > John Collier > > > > > > On Tuesday, March 11, 2003, at 03:56 PM, Douglas Herr wrote: > > > > > >> lea <lea@whinydogpress.com> wrote: > > >> > > >>> I'd be first in line to have one.... > > >> > > >> The combination of an APO lens and an SL, SL2, R8 or R9 viewfinder > > >> makes focussing too easy to make AF worth discussing (IMHO). > > > > > > -- > > > To unsubscribe, see http://mejac.palo-alto.ca.us/leica-users/unsub.html > > > > > > -- > > > To unsubscribe, see http://mejac.palo-alto.ca.us/leica-users/unsub.html > > > > > > -- > > > To unsubscribe, see http://mejac.palo-alto.ca.us/leica-users/unsub.html > > > > > > > -- > > To unsubscribe, see http://mejac.palo-alto.ca.us/leica-users/unsub.html > > -- > To unsubscribe, see http://mejac.palo-alto.ca.us/leica-users/unsub.html > > - -- To unsubscribe, see http://mejac.palo-alto.ca.us/leica-users/unsub.html